I am caught in a web of ambiguity and existential torment,
while some people confidently set their courses. The idea of committing to a
certain vocation or life path appears ludicrous, comparable to practicing
self-delusion. The gnawing sense of emptiness inside is made worse by the
anxiety of not having a clear vision for the future, which clings to me like a
shadow.
I struggle with the depressing idea that life lacks meaning
or purpose fundamentally amid this huge sea of uncertainty. When we realize how
pointless our existence is, pursuing our own aspirations and objectives becomes
pointless. It seems as though we are unimportant beings lost in an uncaring
universe, doomed to vanish into oblivion without leaving a permanent mark.
When faced with this gap of the existential, I take comfort
in the idea that the voyage itself has a certain charm. I can choose my own
course in the midst of the confusion and absurdity, led by ephemeral passions
and joyous moments. I choose to view life as a blank canvas on which I can
create my own abstract masterpiece—a mosaic of events that may not have an
overarching meaning but nevertheless have personal significance—instead of
giving in to the weight of nihilism.
I'm resolved to navigate the abyss with a sense of dark
fascination and rebellious acceptance, despite the fact that the future is
still unclear and devoid of intrinsic purpose. Knowing that my existence is
simply a momentary flicker in the vastness of the cosmos, I shall accept the
uncertainty. In this nihilistic dance, I might also find meaning-fragments,
however fleeting, as I make my way across the mysterious void of the unknown.
Reference:
Your shadow can have a halo. Moment of Science. Retrieved on May 29, 2023.
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