Note: This Reflection will not follow the format for the said task. World has an end, unfortunately, the fun of making blogs ended earlier than it. Before anything else, welcome to my Ender Blog. We all have our own escapes, but mine is a little bit unexpected, something that I did not thought would be my escape to reality. For everyone who's been wondering why I chose the blogspot name Wit's Dark Matter, it's because like dark matter, my wit's thought is not visible to human eye and any technological equipment. It is only I who can interpret everything that I have on my mind. In the start of this school year, I rejected the thought of writing blogs because of my poor-quality essays. Writing something is what I always consider as my weakness. Honestly, while writing blogs, I still have doubts with everything I create in this blogspot. But little did I know, the doubts are gone before I even realize. As everyone who reads my blog know, I don’t really have the c...
I am caught in a web of ambiguity and existential torment, while some people confidently set their courses. The idea of committing to a certain vocation or life path appears ludicrous, comparable to practicing self-delusion. The gnawing sense of emptiness inside is made worse by the anxiety of not having a clear vision for the future, which clings to me like a shadow. I struggle with the depressing idea that life lacks meaning or purpose fundamentally amid this huge sea of uncertainty. When we realize how pointless our existence is, pursuing our own aspirations and objectives becomes pointless. It seems as though we are unimportant beings lost in an uncaring universe, doomed to vanish into oblivion without leaving a permanent mark. When faced with this gap of the existential, I take comfort in the idea that the voyage itself has a certain charm. I can choose my own course in the midst of the confusion and absurdity, led by ephemeral passions and joyous moments. I choose to vi...